Time is flying

I can't believe how fast this pregnancy is going. In the next 5 weeks (hopefully) we will be meeting our newest baby girl. She will also be our last baby, which in some ways is sad and some ways is happy. We are very blessed to be having her and to have come this far. As I am up at 1230 at night due to baby hiccups and pregnancy pains I am reminded of how far we have come. Of our losses, and of our joys. This was a difficult road to get here. We are very blessed. She will be a wonderful miracle. Our family is complete. As I look through pictures of 2009-2011 I see for the first time in a while what a wonderful couple years we have had. Our trips, our daily laughter, our moments of joy. This baby has healed my heart in a way I didn't think was possible. And though I will never forget our angels, I am at peace now. I have been at peace, but with the impending arrival of our new baby I have found a different kind of peace. One that brings much joy. I look forward to having her and being able to start working out again :) and baby snuggles on the couch. I will miss the joys of pregnancy. The flips and kicks. I won't miss the pains LOL. Lets hope she decides to arrive before her due date and not October haha.